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Monday, November 2, 2009

loneliness

I'm especially pissed today bcuz i was freaking lonely in school today after ashley went for volleyball n i was the only chinese girl in the class when the net ball players went out n this varsh n clara went out ponteng. n then here comes pn Vignes asking me to join public speaking when i don't want to but at least i managed to get my name cancelled, tell u later.. oh wait, did i mention that guang din come to school today? bcuz she went for check up as for what check up i'm not mentioning this cuz she might not want me to tell or what-so-ever..

~~lonely i'm missy lonely~~ i have nobody~~all on my own~~

how sad rite? haiz yeah that's how sad i was today.. D;

oh n today during art, pn Vignes asked us to do a 'happy holiday' card to her n her only [ for teacher's category] or to our friend..then later she asked some of us to join for public speaking, she asked Qi Feng, Tham, Shao Wen, Jonathan, Alif n ME to join! in that group, i was the ONLY girl, damn SAD! but later she asked me to send the names to Pn Rauna, so i went la. then pn Rauna said that she doesn't want all from one class only so she asked me to go around n ask if anyone wants to join [ diff class la]. then i came back n told pn Vignes that n she suggested a few names, then clara followed me to the classes to call them. later, pn Vignes asked clara n me to send the list to pn Rauna again, she also asked us to tell her that some of them dun want to join but pn Vignes is forcing them to join..later, when we went up to the staff room, clara told her that i dun want to join, n she CANCELLED my NAME!! damn happy. but i guess it was bcuz she had more than enough names on the list that's y she was willing to cancel my name, but i'm still afraid that pn Vignes will insist that i join...haiz..but i doubt she knows that pn Rauna cancelled my name..

anyways, vyona went to perth! sooooooooooo lucky! hmph! anyway, hope u have a safe trip back n from there :)

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