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Sunday, April 26, 2009


i'm in the cc now!!! WOOT!! i'm at Mutiara shopping complex..at ipoh road there... ipoh road is in kl ah.. not ipoh..lol XD oh yeah!!! yesterday night i asked my dad if i can go for the cf camp n he said yes!!! i'm so happy!!! yay!! i've never gone jungle trackking before!! yes! happy hap hap..gonna try flying fox for the first time in my life!oh yeah~! btw, i just cut my hair!! looks a bit different.. i did some hair treatment...kinda weird... kays larh..i wanna play lemonade tycoon hahahaha

~l3m0n@d3~

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Saturday, April 25, 2009


CHILDREN

If a child lives with criticism, he learns to condemn.
If a child lives with hostility, he learns to fight.
If a child lives with ridicule, he learns to be shy.
If a child lives with shame, he learns to feel guilty.
If a child lives with tolerance, he learns to be patient.
If a child lives with encouragement, he learns confidence.
If a child lives with praise, he learns to appreciate.
If a child lives with security, he learns to have faith.
If a child lives with approval, he learns to like himself.
If a child lives with acceptance and friendship,
he learns to find love in the world.

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today we called ellysha,benjamin and david out from their class for our video clip xP.we tried acting..but david kept forgetting his lines...so we had to postpone it to next friday..n the gangster leader change to ben edi.. first,the gangster leader was supposed to be johnny[dunno how to spell(who cares?)] well.this johnny guy, was supposed to act as my bf [in the vid only ah!!] but i dowan.... he so.... i dunno how to explain lah.. just dun like him lah!! i hope may jane or any of his geng doesn't c this....well..then we did rehearsal during sivic n english time..english teacher din come in, thas y v get to do it. during sivic, Pn Faridah let us out so we go lor.. BUT before that,she told us that we need to do folio for sivic!! n it is 50 marks for mid year exam.. how bad does it sound? i hate it larh!! first was sejarah, then it was kh folio[luckily i finish edi..] then got the NIE, then now sivic.. >.<>

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Friday, April 24, 2009


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Thursday, April 23, 2009


THURSDAY~23 April

Gonna do the NIE video clip tomorrow. can i act? i dunno..seriously dunno... the crying part is the hardest lar...i can't even fake tears!!!really hard 4 me....hmm.. still thinking of how to suicide though... either drink poison,jump from building or cut my wrist??? can anybody give some suggestions???pls?? ty..n the worst is.. i gotta act having a boyfriend?? i never even date b4 how i know?? n the person i'm gonna "pretend" to date with is david.. i think..might change the guy... i dunno?? well..today i went to school early because varshini ask us to come early to discuss about the NIE video clips.. n we also did rehearsal today during moral and english.. skipped class XD except for english lar.. english teacher dun teach wan..cuz today he need to paint the mural in the dewan so we had to stay in the dewan during the last period...n as i said we did rehearsal so we tried acting,i did with alex..guang li din even act lar.. she like so moody to act only...n in the video clip i need to be "anti-social" am i that kind of person? no..lol?

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Tuesday, April 21, 2009


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Monday~20 April

Today we had this PMS project for leo. we painted the school staircase,gate 3,the bicycle shed n dunno what else..lol. i painted the staircase ,the grill n a bit of the gate...;p had fun but the paint is very sticky when it sticks on my hand! at first, they say too many ppl over there helping, but later when we started painting, then only we realised that actually we need more ppl! hahaha because the painting really needs a lot of work.. we haven't finish painting yet i think, cuz we lazy to do liao at abt 12 like that..very tiring leh..dunno the headmaster got ask ppl to paint or not leh??

anyway, while we were painting,some teacher came over n said that Malaysian HANNAH MONTANA is coming to my school on 9 May?? but she also say two students from our school are performing too...haha! wanna come?? its at 11~ 12 something.. hahahahahahahaha pass the message pls! ty!

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Sunday, April 19, 2009


today is smksu sports day. first,i woke up at 6:45, then went to school with vyona and ashley at 7:30. had marching.stupid marching!! hated it.. v had to wear a darn power rangers mask?? how idiotic is that?? n we looked like pathetic fools!!! i hate it n i swore that i wun join marching for lekir ANYMORE. trust me,i WON'T . well anyway, after that was happy happy..hehe XD shannon n i helped leo to sell the drinks,the sale was good in my opinion.n when xin rou was drinking milo,guang li go push her straw and there was milo stains on xin rou's shirt! hahaha then later got the running,i kept cheering for lekir! GO LEKIR!! haha then later i followed varshini home[my home not hers] .she suggested that we go jogging at mpsj every alternate days n join running next year? should i? i think its a good exercise cause i really need to exercise these days,i'm growing fatter thanks to the koperasi!! hahaha n my sister's birthday cakes!! but about joining running next year? i'm not so sure bout that..actually i can run larh..but i just dowan to join..last year i joined running 200 metres..n got only 4th! how pathetic is that? arghh i keep saying the word "pathetic" today..cuz i think i'm so pathetic today!! aziq n afiq came to my sports day today,so happy to see them again.. =] although we just met yesterday! haha..still gonna miss them.. especially that carolyn! ask her to come she dun come! i was begging her!! and carolyn, if u r seeing this,i hope u will come for other events[if there is]. pls,pls come!!! ty.

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Saturday, April 18, 2009


i look a bit weird in this pic..
i like this pic..hehe XD

Saturday~18 April

today is a very tiring day. first,i woke up at 7:30 n went to smksu, gave the yellow card to be signed n took my attendance for ping pong.Then, at around 9am i went to SKSj sports day! met lots of old schoolmates there!!went there with Kimberly n natasha..i saw these ppl there: [ not including ppl from SMKSU]
~aziq
~april
~joel
~nadratun najwa
~the fast runner najwa
~puteri nur qistina
~lee chen
~zhu wei
~trishul
~shameel
~ AMINA!! miss her! saw her in smksj too..
~ fadzlyn
~zulfadli
~yip pui pui[ std 6 now]
~iryani [ std 4 only](cikgu Amran's daughter] she's still so short!! she looks like a std 2!!
and many more.. miss them loads!!!now most of the std 4,5,6 ppl so short! they look like std 1,2,3!! last time v used to be so tall![quite la..]

later, at around 1:30, i went to SMKSJ interact's iu day with April.. b4 that, april n i went to my hse to bathe n eat. then April so nice go pay for my iu ticket.. i so "pai seh" leh.. no offense but the iu was damn boring! smksu leo ir day was better n da best eva!!! i loved it.. btw, the smksj interact iu was at smksj hall.. i like their hall leh!! so nice n woody!! lol.. and i also met some smksj ppl.. made new friends =] n they are...
~vivian
~serinah [ not sure how to spell]
~ Varnisha
and lots more but i dun remember their name..[i'm so sorry]
i also met some old schoolmates who are...
~ivan
~naadia
~pravin
~ajeetpall
and some more can't think for now...
then april's mom's cousin sent me home.. cuz april dun lemme walk home...

okay.. thats all for now cuz i gtg
byez XD

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Wednesday, April 15, 2009


WEDNESDAY,15 APRIL,morning,

just received the exam schedule for next month yesterday after marching! gosh!! maths paper 2 is 1 3/4 hours? why so long??? i MUST ask my sis bout that...gosh.. gonna die leh..got kesihatan exam some more...arhhhhh!! n i haven finish my sejarah project! thank goodness i finish my kh project [sorta] still got the skirt thingy need to do something bout it larhhs... but still got NIE... choose the topic liao.. Teen suicide n guess what? we're[Varshini,Alex(she's a girl,dun mistaken her as a guy lol),Guang Li n Ashley] gonna do the video clip.. n who is gonna be the ah long? ~>guang li,ashley n alex.. Who is gonna be holding the camera n cutting n pasting the vids?~>Varshini.. WHO IS GONNA BE THE ONE PRETENDING TO DIE?~~~~~~>>>>> me ..............................................

0.0... dun WORRY ppl...i wun really die..lol..

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WEDNESDAY~15 April, morning,

arghh!! marching... i hate it la...haih..i hate it cuz it might make me late for leo...grrrr..kek sei me leh..[its cantonese i hope u und ..lol XD]got marching practice this week! Monday,tuesday, n today!! arghhhhhhhh.. sports day this coming sunday!! in MPSJ? looks like gotta car pool..haha already decided who to car pool with..haha XD [Vyona] i hope she is gonna be quick? alex n Ashley says she takes 1 n a half hour to eat,bathe n change? wow..lol..i take only half an hour to do that...[no offense XD]

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Sunday, April 12, 2009


MONDAY~13 April

i was supposed to go swimming yesterday.. but because i went out for lunch today n went to Bangsar Village,i could have gone swimming with ashley,guang li n harshini!! n i'm like freaking sad bout that!! i'vebeen waiting to go swimming with them for 2 weeks edi!! sad case for me...


about laptop..my sis wants to buy a laptop yesterday..but my dad dun let buy so early....so she kinda sad yesterday..haih..kesian her.. her birthday but tak dapapt what she want poor thing..guess she needs to wait 4 a few more weeks lah..

BIRTHDAY!! Today is my sister's birthday! she happy le... her friends came to my hse n gave her a surprise... buy cake some more..so good if my friends would do that too...oh well..anyway,altogether she got 3 cakes for her birthday!! soo lucky..[i'm not jealous cuz the cake is at my hse not in her college! haha!] yesterday we went for lunch at a japanese restaurant..my aunty is the owner of the restaurant la..so she always give us discount wan.. very nice eh? anyway,we cut the cake n sang happy birthday song to her n also took some pics...maybe i'll get it somehow n put it here..hehe ..XD She got a pair of silver high heel shoes!! its very nice! nose u know..but its really high though..4 or 5 inches i think..but my feet can't fit in there! my sis feet too small la..until her shoes i can't wear!so sad..haha!

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IR was not bad...i think it was really fun..except for the food la...i like the performances n the especially the sketch... it was really funny. i went there at 6 [carpooled with guang li] and came back with varshini at 10..just when the dance started for like 5 mins..i wanted to stay longer but since i'm carpooling with varshini n her parents r there..so i got no choice la.. i can't ask them to stay because me ma..thats sooo not nice.. anyway,i pity guang li that went back home early with natasha.. her sis thought it was really boring n she went to play boling during the refreshment n wanted to go back at 8:30.. natasha had to carpool with guang li so they went back together.. i think IR was not bad..but kuan peng said it was a failure?? well..i didn't think so...i liked lila's outfit!! she looked like an artist!! loved her hat n also guang li's hat n jacket!gosh!! it was very niceeeeeeeeee..... XD Varshini straightened her hair!she looked very different!!! haha.. Anyway,sook ying n some chee chen guy[dunno how to spell but it somehow sounds like that la...lol]won the best dress award..

btw,my grandpa came from ipoh yesterday to live with us for a few weeks...

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Saturday, April 11, 2009


honestly i can't wait to go for IR..my cousins came to my hse from ipoh this morning..n they r in 1U now!! n i can't go because v can't be back by 4! i dun usually get a chance to go to 1U..! now got oppotunity but cannot go.. really pissed..but nvm la..think abt the future.. =] IR is this evening!! gosh! i really can't wait la!! i hope it'll be fun..Xin Rou said it will be very fun..but 1U is very tempting though....i haven't been shopping in a SHOPPING COMPLEX for like a few MONTHS? but i also got no $$$ la..cuz all also used in school to makan, then belanja friend makan during recess..[i meant u,guang li!] then also pinjam duit 2 some friends..some haven pay back =].. then also that day go for leo camp...i pay myself wan u know!! 25$$$..i know not a lot of $$$ but still $$$ leh! 25 bucks can use to buy loads of stuff! oh well..can get money from my mom la..she owes me money hahahaha i wanna watch confessions of a shopaholic!! i guess i'll have to buy the cd.. there's a new cd shop in SS14 now..guess i'll look for the cd there..maybe...

i'm going for SKSJ's sports day... i hope my parents won't object though...scared later they say "go there for what?? not like u got anything to do there.not important one! DON"T GO" then i mati liao......................... XXXXXX...........LOL..hahax.. SMKSU's sports day is next sunday..i'm gonna go to help leo sell some stuff..i think it'll be fun..!! i love selling stuff!! somehow i think its really fun..guess thats why i joined koperasi! it wasn't because of the money.. its for fun.. hehe XDXD

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Friday, April 10, 2009


IR day is tomorrow! 5:30-10pm..i'm going! can't wait! might car pool with guang li! i'm sure i'll have fun!!! i hope so anyway...lol

Today in school... was just normal..

bm we did an act! luckily not my group go first...so i'll have to do my act next week... so scary!! i'm not good in acting! i dun even know how to act! why la must teacher ask us to do it??! stupid lisan thing! cannot just read from the book meh? haiz...this Qi Feng sooo good in acting but i think he acted with too much emotion la..he nearly gave me a heart attack when he suddenly shouted! i was like "whoa..chill la...". but he is an actor..can't blame him for being so emo..just trying his best to act his character out i guess..but i have to admit..he is good at it..lol..

bi was boring...but at least teacher let us do our own stuff! we made lots of noise!! but not very noisy la..[i guess its because nobody complained..XDXD hahaha] but teacher gave back our english 3 n the last exercise v did was from the textbook... something like ask question then answer la..can change the question n answer la! try to make the words rhyme! n teacher commented that he liked mine very much! hehe..XDXD

Clara just called me! her mom said she wants to complain about my english teacher for always not coming in class! n want me to ask my mom if she wants to join her group...i dun think my mom would like to join la..she's not that free...lol..

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Thursday, April 9, 2009


Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education: You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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the tiramisu cake we ate in the ship!
me...kinda blur though..XD

me again...dun look like me at all...kinda la..



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Today was quite boring... math was normal...geo sucked..hate my geo teacher!! she's so boring!..we made some pola skirt for jahitan today..at least i managed to finish it.. ;p bm was the WORST! we had to do an act! *OMG an ACT!* well from the sehijau warna daun book ...gotta do the act tomorrow! n i haven even memorise my dialog yet... o well..gonna sleep soon so i guess i'l just memorise it tomorrow morning XD..going for IR day on Sat!! trying to persuade lots of ppl to go xp din manage to persuade many though..sad rite...lol.. haha!XD i hope my dad will send me there.. he doesn't seem like he will send me there when i ask him just now... oh well..guess i'll have to car pool XD hahax...

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Tuesday, April 7, 2009


Just created a new blog...Hopefully it will be a fun blog =] i'm new to this... Just created a blog for fun..i guess thats all...kinda short..but nevermind la! will have more! bye..XD

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