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Thursday, April 23, 2009

THURSDAY~23 April

Gonna do the NIE video clip tomorrow. can i act? i dunno..seriously dunno... the crying part is the hardest lar...i can't even fake tears!!!really hard 4 me....hmm.. still thinking of how to suicide though... either drink poison,jump from building or cut my wrist??? can anybody give some suggestions???pls?? ty..n the worst is.. i gotta act having a boyfriend?? i never even date b4 how i know?? n the person i'm gonna "pretend" to date with is david.. i think..might change the guy... i dunno?? well..today i went to school early because varshini ask us to come early to discuss about the NIE video clips.. n we also did rehearsal today during moral and english.. skipped class XD except for english lar.. english teacher dun teach wan..cuz today he need to paint the mural in the dewan so we had to stay in the dewan during the last period...n as i said we did rehearsal so we tried acting,i did with alex..guang li din even act lar.. she like so moody to act only...n in the video clip i need to be "anti-social" am i that kind of person? no..lol?

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